My Music Dilemma

Well, I like to sing...I really do. And I am intrigued by my experiences so far playing bass with Roy...but I am still so unsure how to balance the place of doing music in my life. When Roy and I were being the lead worshippers for the 4th-5th graders at church...it felt so right. I cannot begin to say how much more in tune (pun intended) I felt with my worship of God through song.

There are actually two parts to my dilemma....First, Roy is SO good (of course he started playing guitar before 1970) so I will NEVER catch up to him. Since he revved up his bass playing to do worship team in MI and played two services weekly for the better part of two years, he is very good on bass too and I am awful self-consious trying to learn around him (my issue NOT anything he does.) Secondly, my life is pretty full so there are choices I must make. I am struggling in the decision to put working on music in the mix (even though it makes me feel good) because I do not see the purpose. When we were leaders, or like when we were asked to do Christmas music for a party last year...those were purposes I can understand. Roy's take is that if we keep doing it just for the enjoyment, then we would be ready if an opportunity came up to do something. I see his logic...but how do I get out of my funk? Ah ha....fire up the karaoke...Freddy Mercury anyone???